Transition/ Reckless Love

Main Entry:

¹tran·si·tion

Pronunciation:

\tran(t)-ˈsi-shən, tran-ˈzi-, chiefly British tran(t)-ˈsi-zhən\

1 a: passage from one state, stage, subject, or place to another : change b: a movement, development, or evolution from one form, stage, or style to another
2 a: a musical modulation b: a musical passage leading from one section of a piece to another
3: an abrupt change in energy state or level (as of an atomic nucleus or a molecule) usually accompanied by loss or gain of a single quantum of energy

An actual transition is supposed to flow and blend. It's supposed to help support and make things sound better as they are changing. A Transition makes the change flow easily.
I feel like def. 3 suits me currently.


My plans are ruined.
What i planned for this semester is NOT what is happening, at all.
It hurts.
I wanted it so badly.
Why?
How much longer do i have to wait.
I want to trust that you are providing for me the things i need to succeed.
The things i want to succeed at.
What are you doing?
What can i do?
How can i hear You?
What Pictures are you wanting to show me?
Give me the prophetic dance Jesus.
My heart is broken for you.
I know you want me to succeed.
What do you have for me?
And how can i find it quickly?
How can i find it even slow?


I love you. That's all i know. The Love that is stored in me is ALL i have right now. I want to love recklessly. I want to live recklessly.
I want to give my heart away to you without caution. That is how i feel often. I want a dog i can love with all of my heart, because i know I don't have to be cautious, it can't talk back to me. He can't hurt me, so i can do what i want with him.

What?



Alex, LOVE ME.
Love me.
Love me.
Love me.

You can love me recklessly Alexandra. My dearest daughter. My bride, my daughter, my princess. You can love me without caution and I even will talk back to you. You don't have to worry about being afraid of getting hurt, because I I I I LOVE you recklessly.
Girl, don't even worry about that. Love me with all that you have.
It will come out of you soon Alexandra.
I love you. Love me like I love you.