....ma and pa.

I'm not sure how to write about something such as this, or if it's something to be mentioned on a blog at all.
My parents have been divorced for about a month now.
I think?
The weird thing is how " nonchalant" the whole thing is. Haven't had the sit down conversation with my father. It's as if he is embarrassed to talk about it, yet he's still doing it.

Mom on the other hand seems to be doing alright, but after 30 years of marriage, ending in the last 10 miserably, how can anyone be ok?




SHOCKING.
CUTTING.
PIERCING.
HURTING.
CRYING.
LOSING.



It could be that way.

BUT,

the Lord has promised me SO much goodness. The Lord has captivated my soul and spirit. HE has possessed me and my future family.


i WILL have a good future family.
i WILL be a good mother.
i WILL enjoy my children.
I WILL love my family WELL.


The enemy tries to tell me that i don't know what it means to have a good family. To know what a good mother and father really looks like.
He is wrong.

I have my family.
My spiritual family.
The Ones who really love me.
The Ones who really know me.
The Ones who are taking such good care of me.

With out my family I would believe the lies from the enemy, but seeing as the LORD had shown me a good family, how can I not have that for my future. He has promised me good things in family.


A Real family.
Full of love and joy.