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Well, I guess I made some kind of break through today.

I only know it was in the form of words.

Simple words with held for three and a half months.

It was ok.

Anyway, I'm feeling sleepy tonight. Waiting to to watch some more Grey's Anatomy.. I know.. It's the only tv show I've been able to start from the beginning, so I'm into it until the end i guess.

I had the day off today. It was kind of nice. A little funny though. I was bored, I'm NEVER bored. I never have enough time to be bored. So it never happens. On my day of boredom i went to the Mall, which is another thing i never do. I even drove 30 minutes to Penn Square Mall. I looked mostly, but did a little buying as well. For my brothers and a roommate, i got some nice gifts I suppose. I've never been to the mall alone like I was today. There are some creepy dudes that work at Journeys, ladies. Watch yourselves. But enjoy yourselves as well.

I'm writing tonight because I've nothing better to do, I guess. I miss my best friend. She's all married now. Busy with work, school, and a husband to tend to. I had hoped she would spend some time with me today. She was busy. It's alright. I went anyway, and enjoyed myself very much actually. Hope you're well Bestie. I luff ya.

aL

Jungly-Desert

Well, there's been a lot going on, for a while now. A lot of nothing, but a lot of something too.

It's finally getting cold outside. I'm really happy about that, as long as i have enough clothes on. I love Winter time the most, as long as i have a coat for my shoulders and a scarf for my neck.

Although it's Winter, I'm starting to feel like Summer. Dry, parched, and mostly thirsty. It feels like i hear the same things every week. I continue to re-learn everything i learned two years ago. I was filled with new-ness. I was excited to be growing in new friendship. The most blessing I've ever received. Today i can only remember those thoughts and feelings. Yes, I am still visited by the blessings. Yes, I still know those people, but somehow life turns and we lose our acquaintance.

However, I've decided to learn from this Summer. This desert-like land. It's almost a desert. It's more of a desert surrounded by flourishing plant life, that's fenced in. Fenced in with the most beautiful picket fence anyone ever saw. I can smell the flowers and the fruit. I can reach over the fence, pluck a leaf off of the most beautiful tree that's ever grown, and produce it's shape in the sand I'm standing in.

Almost..

I'm not quite tall enough, aaaaaachoo! I'm allergic to the tree, and I can't seem to get the lines right in the sand. And my feet are burning.

I think I know everything there is to know about this jungle. Of course, I've only studied it from just outside the fence, and maybe just on the outskirts of in, but I've mostly found myself in this deserty land. Kind of here, but constantly curious about the greenery growing. I'm hoping to discover something new, but I can't seem to go farther into the trees. I'm scared? No. I'm bored? Maybe a little. Um, I'm distracted? Absolutely.

I know more about the jungle than i do about the sand, so maybe it's time to do some exploring. Learn all i can about the sand, my burning feet, and all about distraction.

A.

Man, I really love Johnna Avis, Tyler Dunn, and Justin Willis.

I want the whole world to know it!

With Powa Powa

IHOP,
I'm going to visit you in 12 days.
I wonder what you'll be like.

Will you melt me?
Please, will you melt me?
Like mush.

I want to.
I feel you and i mush.

What a Year

What a year it's been really.

A year of so much.

Parents Divorcing.

Heart Hurting.

Snow Loving.

Friend Making.

School Finishing.

Heart Hurting.

Job Getting.

Tree Climbing.

Heart Hurting.

Boyfriend Getting.

Birthdays Turning.

Heart Wandering.

Heart Learning.

Heart Jumping.

Heart Waiting.

Heart Hurting.

Heart Hating.

Heart Hurting.

Heart Forgiving.

Heart Forgetting.

Life Changing.

For Life.

Woa.

It's been forever since a new post.

Almost 7 months to be exact. That's more than half the year.

Big and exciting news to come.